i'm going to foundation tonihgt. i'll be there around 10. but i'm not staying too late. maybe 12ish. i'm not in an all out bar mood tonight. seems like quite a few people are going though.

right now i'm gonna go do my pilates. i've been doing it on a somewhat regular basis. sometimes the treadmill too.
i think it's paying off cuz i've been buying smaller clothes. but i dunno.
i'm not gonna weigh myself cuz that is so stupid. weight sometimes doesn't even show cuz you may be building muscle while loosing, or you may need to take a big dump and then be disappointed when it seems like you've gained a pound or two.
not that i generally take 2 pound dumps. but ya know. haha
that was so flattering.

i slept for a total of 9 hours last night. thats a really long time, especially considering today is a work day. i guess maybe it was the weed that made me sleep good.
it's weird. i hadn't smoked at all for quite a while. complete with turning it down when offered...then this weekend i smoked a bunch....and now i don't want to at all again.
it's like someone that overindulges in cupcakes or something.
you just really don't want em after that.

i have found that i really like the new wilco album. it's mellow and peaceful and i think i'd enjoy it on a road trip.
it's the kind of thing you put on either early in the morning when you just start driving, before you listen to anything else.....or it's what you play after you've really rocked out for a few hours of driving and wanna chill. at least thats the way i see it.
i really like the 4th track. it's called "muzzle of bees".
i also like track 8 a lot...."company in my back".

well, i guess i should stop fucking around and get ready for work.

today i feel this crazy drive to get in my car and just start driving far away from here. not stop till the terrain looks different, or until i see a mountain or a cactus.
forget the cactus...i'd go northwest too. i've never been in that area of the country at all.
maybe some day.
people always say they like road trips, but then never end up wanting to go.
i'd be happy just driving places for a few days. there doesn't even have to be a big goal or anything.
but then, maybe i enjoy car travel more than some.


ramble ramble. here i go again.



**EDIT**
ewwwww, i just realized i sounded like a total fucking hippie in that post! what the hell?!! first i'm talking about weed and then road trips and having no goal!!!
ok, i just scared myself for real. wtf?

i know there was talk of bathrooms on star trek recently in my lj. now the question is....WHAT IN THE HELL IS WITH THAT TOILET ON LEXX?!!
if you have any clue what i'm talking about lemme know. i never got that.


i've cleaned out and washed my car. its so clean. smells good too cuz i washed the seats and carpet and stuff.

bought the new Wilco album.
now i'm listening to that and gonna start in on my room.
first i think i'll smoke a tad of the a marijuana.
that might make the room cleaning a little more interesting.

smoking during the day is weird. i rarely do it cuz when i smoke i'm usually hanging out with my cousin or in for the night and just lounging around anyways.
it can be fun though. things just seem a little more interesting for some reason. you see details of things you didn't before....which is weird cuz i'm always obsessed with details anyways. i find it interesting what i miss.
i'm glad i don't smoke a lot cuz all the people that i've known that do, say that feeling goes away and eventually you're just kinda high but don't really care.

ok, ramble ramble. thats what i do best.
cleaning starts in...

3, 2, 1....GO!

i like to accumulate random piles of junk in my room.
then when i go through them, i feel as if someone just gave me a bunch of new stuff. is this bad?
i'm thinking it's at least a bit strange.

so along those lines, today is a cleaning day. i've been working on my room a bit. then onto my car. i'm gonna go all out and use apolstry cleaner and everthing. then up to the car wash to vaccum and do the exterior. maybe i'll go up to the auto place and buy a fuse. hopefully that is all that's wrong with my sunroof. it has to be, cuz i just put a brand new motor up there a year ago. are there Pep Boys in Wisconsin? thats where i went in AZ to get all my goddamn fuses for that piece of shit Buick we drove. but i don't recall ever seeing a pep boys here.

i might do some sun bathing as well today. i'm sooo fucking white it's awful. and yesterday i died my hair kinda dark, so i look extra white. probably shouldn't have done that.
maybe i'll put some highlights in. although, that would involve buying more bleach, and more developer, which i don't really have money for right now.
at least i get paid tuesday.

this is the kind of journal entry that no one wants to read.
then you read it and feel really disappointed cuz it's not interesting, or funny, or thoughtful.
i appologize if you read this.
ha, now more cleaning.

today i woke before 9. at first i was annoyed. but actually, i've never been one to sleep late really. i like to be up and about doing shit during the day.

soon, i'm gonna go look for the car part that i need.
it's a stereo part, and after i find it i'm gonna install the mother fucker myself. if you have any knowledge of stereo or speaker instalation, (as i might try to do that too) leave a comment telling me so. that way i'll know just who to annoy with questions later today. =>

if anyone wants to get a hold of me, i'll be in the driveway swearing and screaming at my car as i install said items. also, i'm suspicious that there may be somehting wrong with the fuel injection. it's been odd lately.
i'm gonna hop on the freeway and open it up a bit to see if it just needs to blow out some ickypoo first. maybe thats all it is.

thats about it for now. i kinda want to see farenheit 9/11 tonight. let me know falkers :P

what is up with lj? i've hardly been able to get on here for the last 2 days.
and stuff i post doesn't show most of the time.


who would like to see Farenheit 9/11 with me this weekend. i really wanna see it,so maybe even tonight?

i also really wanna see the new spiderman movie. but i don't know when that comes out.

none of our computers are working right here. some problem with the network.
maybe i'll get to leave early again. can't say i'd mind that too much.

if you can, leave a comment here, and tell me if you've been having trouble on this site too. maybe it's just my nasty bugar zit face that is repellling it. dunno.